I do things I shouldn't because I'm curious. I don't ever want to be forgotten, even when I'm moving on. I make up scenarios in my head every night before I fall asleep. I want to be good at everything I do. I over-think EVERYTHING. I get extremely pissed off for no reason. I'm neurotic, paranoid, and emotional. I have anxiety and panic attacks. I crave attention, but don't know how to act when I have it. I don't trust very easily anymore. I've never had my heart broken, but that doesn't mean a boy hasn't caused me so much pain it made me sick. I desperately want someone, but I'm not willing to settle. I'm nerdy, but not to any extremes. I love storms and I love the ocean. I live on a tiny island. I'm a sailor and it's my dream to sail to New Zealand on a wooden schooner. I'm both excited and terrified of what comes next.